I'm so glad that nobody uses Xanga anymore, that makes this a perfect place to say what I'm thinking.  I can't use Facebook because for reasons I will never fully understand, my mom and aunts and uncles all decided to start Facebook accounts and my mom actually checks mine regularly.  I never thought she would be one of those people, but I think she's really getting into it.  More power to her, she gets to connect with old friends, but somehow I can't help but feel it's much less cool now.

Wow, I can't remember the last time I wrote this much. Twitter allows a measly 140 characters and Facebook isn't really set up for nice, long, therapeutic entry because your status updates have to be under 420 characters.  Even if I don't write about anything I feel better, it's relaxing to let out everything I'm thinking about.

I was just thinking earlier about the fact that for three years I kissed only one person, and now we're not together anymore.  I'm not sad, I'm enjoying being apart, but I miss being that close with another person.  I hope three years of being out of the game hasn't made me revert to the same desperate person I was in middle school.  I like to hope that I'm a little more smooth, that I'm better about not getting overly infatuated with one person.

There is, however, this one girl.  I just think it's kind of weird that the week before my relationship ended, I happened to run into her and she texted me and we went out that night, and I remembered why we always got along so well.  And I also think it's weird that she was the first girl I ever really kissed and she is the most recent girl I've kissed.  I'm just looking forward to seeing her this weekend.

Guess where I'm updating from! MY COUCH!

Now, "how is that possible?" you might be asking yourselves. Well, I'll give you one hint: my computer is in my lap.

That's right, I got my laptop Friday. I've been totally super-stoked about getting to use it. Especially because I can pick up a wireless connection from a house across the school from me. It's sooooo much faster than my regular internet, I love this. The only problem with it is that I get disconnected a lot, so if I'm talking to you on AIM and I suddenly stop talking, it may be because I got disconnected.

So here's what's new with me: I'M BROKE! Yeah, I guess not having a job will do that to you. People keep asking me if I'm going to try and get a new job, but the answer is no. As much as I would like to go out and get a job, there's no real point in it right now; I would only have two monthes to work. This summer I'm going to be working for Chemtrol with my uncle, so I'll be out on the roads traveling all over Ohio and Michigan spraying crap all over the roads.

In other news, my parents are out of town for the week. They went to California because my brother Nate won a radio contest. He won a week's stay at a fancy spa resort. Apparently they gave out tickets to that resort in those giftbaskets they give celebrities at the Oscars, so there's a fairly good chance that they'll get to meet a celebrity. That would be BANGIN!

One last thing. This may come as a shock to most of you, but Kathleen and I are no longer going to be getting married. I tried to let her down easy, but she didn't take it well. I don't blame her. I had to call off the engagement because there is another woman. I've begun seeing a girl by the name of Katherine Hoover. We're going to Prom together and I can't think of anyone I would rather go with. She's probably in the top ten list of coolest, prettiest girls in the world.

I'll probably update in another month...or maybe less. Now that I have the internet at my fingertips just about anywhere I go...within the confines of the South-Western quarter of my house. That's the only place in my house I can pick up this connection.